eh kapan kita kumpul2 lagi ya han????

perasaaan tulisan gua belankangan selalu berhubungan dengankata kapan ya??? maklum neh, lagi kangen ama masa2 kebersamaan and kumpul2 ama temen2.
oya, kalo dulu pas di malang, tempat tongkrongan kita kan di sekitar kampus tuh, meliputi warung Lox, Otoy, Thoha, Assalamualaiku, dkk lah...

nah ini gambar diambil pas gua buka puasa bareng ama hannah and Taru. udah gak di tempat dulu lagi yang suasananya cuman kita yang bikin ribut. sekarang di pizza hut. kita juga udah ga bisa teriak2 and bikin ribut kayak dulu lagi ya???

jadi ingat pas kuliah...

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.


tadi malam, gua gak sengaja dengerin lagu ini, gua jadi ingat masa2 kuliah jadinya.
lagu ini daleeeeemmmm banget, sehingga menajadi hits bagi anak2 di kosan. gembul, shiro, umi, cindy.... aku jadi kangen ama kalian.... kapan kita nyanyi, and teriak bareng2 lagi. hehehe...

kadang gua jadi sangat kangen ama masa2 dulu saat kita ketawa bareng, sedih bareng, dugem di kamar gembul. hehehe... and juga nonton film pshyco orpocong bareng. wuakakakak... seru ya???

jadi ingat juga ama Abang Shayne ward yang cakepnya minta ampun... mmmmm.... kapan aku bisa ketemu langsung ama dia ya???

oya mbul, yayang Christ gmana kabarnya ya... dia pasti udah hidup aman, tentram, and damai di Scotland. jadi kangen neh ama tampang cakpenya. hehehe...

kapan kita bisa begini lagi ya???

ayo teman2 semua berjuang untuk pimnas selanjutnya ya. and jangan lupa ama event Mahasiswa Berprestasi juga ya....

hari ini, aku kangen ikut lomba karya tulis ilmiah

tadi malam, aku buka foto2 di laptop ku, dan foto2 ini lah yang membuatku sempat terdiam sebentar. jadi ingat moment ini, PIMNAS XXI Semarang. perjuangan bersama teman2 untuk meberiakan yang terbaik buat kampus. masa2 jadi mahasiswa, kayaknya gak ada yang lebih indah selain membawakan prestasi bagi kampus dan membawa nama almamater Universitas Muhammadiyah Malang ke berbagai kompetisi baik lokal, regional, nasional, atau bahkan internasional. tapi sayang, untuk level yang terakhir itu, aku belum bisa lakuin. but at least, aku udah berusaha hingga tingkat nasional.
jadi ingat perjuang dengan teman2 yang dimulai dari bikin proposal PKM ataupun nulis hasil riset buat PKMI. kerja keras berbuah manis (pinjam istilahnya cik nisa) pendanaan dikti pun kitya dapetin (walaupun hingga kini dananya masih blon mengalir), yang penting kita sudah tau bahwa hasil karya kita dinilai bagus oleh dewan juri.
persiapan pra pimnas juga banyak nyita waktu kita, untungnya aku sudah menyelesaikan tanggung jawab di jurusan, jadi bisa lebih konsen k pimnas.
jadi ingat juga suasana2 seru pas di semarang, ngegodain si lolik ama attin, ngeliatin si ijah dandan and ngaca pake hp di bis, nyanyiin lagu sang surya setiap pagi, aku ngomel2 ama husamah (sorry ya hus, hehehe), dll. banyak hal seru deh.
Meskipun kita akhirnya pulang tanpa membawa medali, aku tetap bangga dengan perjuang kita semua, karena aku yakin hal itu akan memberikan manfaat yang jauh lebih besar di masa datang.
buat nisa and temen2 lainnya jangan khawatir apakah proposal kamu diterima or tidak, yang penting kamu bikin aja dulu. diterima atau tidak, menang ataui tidak semuanya selera juri kok. asalkan kita juga ngelakuin yang terbaik. don't worry be happy. jangan pernah berharap pada satu lomba aja, ikutin yang banyak ya, kita gak tau lomba mana yang akan ngangkat and ngebesarin nama kita kelak. aku juga kangen ikut lomba lagi. kangen saat2 dibantai ama juri and kita berusaha ngejawab dengan jawaban yang bijak and tetap mempertahankan ide kita. kangen ama uang sangu and hadiahnya juga. hehehe...
good luck temen2... terus berkarya ya... aku siap ko bantuin kalo temen2 ada masalah dalam bikin karya tulis. insyaAllah aku bantu sebisaku.
Sang surya sudah bersinar, saatnya kita beranjak dari peraduan menyongsong kemenangan yang telah dijanjikan Tuhan bagi kita, asalkan kita mau berusaha dan mengubah keadaan
God bless Us... amin

aku mencoba dan belajar meyakini kehendak Tuhan

sometimes, so hard for me to believe something happen in my life. when i really believe in something, and i'm so sure I'll get it, then i have to realise i lost it. God, sometimes I don't believe you, but in the other time, i really believe that u're exist. forgive me for this one, but i never stop to learn everything happen in this world and also in my life to believe you.
I always try to believe, everything happen to me is the best thing you have chosen for me.
sometimes, i got stuck and so down. i don't know what i should do and what i'm looking for. i'm just let my life flow like water at the sea, like the wind, but then I realise I'll get nothing.
so God, please make me stronger, smarter, work harder, and make me better day by day. and the most important thing, please hold my shoulder with your way and keep me believe on you. i believe you hear what I say...

that's all what i usually think, i wish it will make me better.

mau nulis apaya???

ngomongin tentang commentnya mbo' dhe ah...
mengenagi nyari pacar.... kapan ku punya pacar??? hahahaha.... that's not my taget rite now. maybe one day, when i'm ready 4 everything. ready to have a boyfriend who will always ask where i am, what i'm doing, and i have to be ready to spend my time with him. OMG... i don't think i'm ready 4 that things now. i wanna enjoy my time with everyone, not just one man.
but sometimes, i realise, i need someone to hold, to walk with, a shoulder where i can lay my head on, but i haven't find the rite one.
actually, i almost get someone like that b4. i was happy, but b4 everything i want and i need happen, i lost him. so, what should i do???? life must go on... til 2day, he's the one who can make me smile when i'm sad, he's the one who can make me cry when i'm happy. but now, he's gone. i never know where is he now? what his doin'? the only thing i know is everything between us has gone.
maybe it calls traumatic, but 4 me it is something to learn. something i have to face, to make me stronger.
so, now atually i wanna looking 4 the rite one??? do u dare to take this chalenge??? hahahaha.... it's not a advertisement or promotion. ludhe, do u dare to find me bule??? i heard u work with them?
but once again, life is a choices, and today i prefer to choose working than other.

lama gak nulis neh...

sekarang baru benar kusadari, setelah masuk kerja, almost all of my times used to work. sometimes i wanna watch movie in d weekend, but i usually thinks it's better for to get some rest when weekend comes.
this is life... life that i'm looking for. no matter how hard this life, i think i like it. hahaha... dear all of my fren, nisa, ani, pien, aul, maafkan diriku ya kalo jarang sms and suka lemot kalo balas sms kalian. maklumlah aku berangkat kerja pagi2 sekali, and aku juga harus sedikit ber make up, maklum amtir, jadi butuh waktu agak lama kalo buat make up. and aku kalo dah masuk kerja, biasanya konsen ku cuma ke kerjaan tersebut, jadi kalo ada sms kadang aku cuekin dulu ampe nunggu waktu istirahat or pas pulang kerja. soalnya kalopas istirahat kerjaanku belum kelar, aku biasanya belum ngeras tenang. ya, beberapa orang bilang, aku suka panik... maybe yes... maybe no... but, i guess they are right.
banyak hal sebenarnya yang bisa aku bagi, mengenai pengalaman hingga saat ini. tapi, kapan ya punya waktu luang banget buat nulis lagi??? sekarang aja neh nyempet2in sebelum masuk kelas training ku, maklum biasanya aku datang paling pagi, jadi bisa make komputer di ruangan sportnya tvOne.
spesial buat teman2ku yang telah disebutkan di atas, atau yang lupa aku sebutin. terus berkarya ya, dapatkan pimnas di UB, and bawa medali emas k kampus. ku tunggu karya kalian and nama kalian disebut2 sebagai tunas bangsa yang konsisten memajukan negeri yang sedang dilanda berbagai krisi ini. good luck and God bless us...