Here come again… ur shadow over me…

maaf ku telah menyakitimu
ku telah kecewakanmu
bahkan kusia-siakan hidupku
dan ku bawa kau s’perti diriku

walau hati ini trus menangis
menahan kesakitan ini
tapi kulakukan semua demi cinta

akhirnya juga harus kurelakan
kehilangan cinta sejatiku
segalanya tlah kuberikan
juga semua kekuranganku

jika memang ini yang terbaik
untuk diriku dan dirinya
kan kuterima semua demi cinta

jujur aku tak kuasa
saat terakhir ku genggam tanganmu
namun yang pasti terjadi
kita mungkin tak bersama lagi

bila nanti esok hari
kutemukan dirimu bahagia
ijinkan aku titipkan
rasa cinta kita selamanya

and this song

ku memang terlanjur mencintaimu
Dan tak pernah kusesali itu
Seluruh jiwa telah kuserahkan
Menggenggam janji setiaku

Kumohon jangan jadikan semua ini
Alasan kau menyakitiku
Meskipun cintamu tak hanya untukku
Tapi cobalah sejenak mengerti

Reff:
Bila rasaku ini rasamu
Sanggupkah engkau menahan sakitnya
Terkhianati cinta yang kau jaga

Coba bayangkan kembali
Betapa hancurnya hati ini kasih
Semua telah terjadi

Lagu ini sebenernya udah agak lama, cuman kemarin aku baru menyadari isi dari liriknya. Ternyata daleeem banget. Jadi ingat ama…
Coba deh, dengerin saat dia bilang would u plese understand for a moment??? If you feel what I felt, can you be so strong like what I’ve always done. To be strong for the broken hearted coz’ of u. but whateva, I will always love u.
And listen when the lyric said, sorry that I dissapointed u. Althougt you also hurting me, but I’ll do everything for love. I’ll do everything as long as it’ll be the best for both of us. If one day, u get someone who can make u happy ever after, please let me trust u to keep our love story foreva.
This song makes me remind him… yeah… yeah… yeah he is the only one… u know it… I won’t write his name now. I just remember with something he had promised me.
I remember the last day, I met him. He promised me something. I’ve never thinked that day is the last day we met. The last day in our relationship, the last day of our story, and the last lunch we had.
I dunno if what I’ve done before made us like this. We never talked about that problem. Maybe coz’ we kept the dissapointed we had to each other, then keep the problem forever is the way we have chosen. Yeah, it’s hard to believe, esp. for me. The last time I saw his eyes and his smile I really believe we’ll be together one day. But I also have to realise, everything has gone, and it shouldn’t be back again. “It’s time for something new and someone new” that’s d only thing I can say.